Sometimes i wonder if i will ever have a good life, i mean look at me, i am a twenty two year old who went halfway to college and then circumstances in my country made me end up as a refugee in a camp. By chance, i have this job that i somehow love but dont feel, if you know what i mean, the incentive is just close to nothing sometimes i just think the finance guy feels embarrased to hand us the money. Worst of all these, am not comfortable with my workmates.
Most of the mornings i wake up and feel that i dont have to go to work, what when there is WFP (World food programe) that provides food to refugees but then i remember that i need the experience. Today is even worse, am in the office preparing for some shoot, (Thats what i do) and i feel like walking right out and go somewhere am comfortable, i hate everything around me right now and i cant take any nonsense from anyone. I dont know what to do, am not at home anywhere and nobody cares anyway.
Filed under: kakuma refugee camp | Tagged: camp, kakuma, refugee, stress
Please do not lose hope. Unfortunately there were many before you and there will be many still after you, however if we lose hope then all is lost. I will keep you in my thoughts and close to my heart in hopes that the good energies will find their way to you and cheer you up.
I cannot begin to imagine the hardships you endure on a daily basis. I live a world away and am not much older than you however our lives are so different in comparison. I am 26 married and have daughter whom i love very much. Please no you are not forgotten in Kakuma many of us hold you in our hearts. If I could scoop you all up and place you somewhere safe I would in a heartbeat however that is out of the hands of just one man. I will keep you in my thoughts.